
Matthew's newest and clearest word is "baby." He has become attracted to babies. He loves it when I put a blanket on the baby for him, or give it a bottle. He sits beside it, stares at it, and gently pats it's hair. Does that mean he's ready to be a big brother?
But then, when he gets bored he hits it, then drops it carelessly on the floor.

Matthew insists on saying "eee" whenever I pick up the camera. He pulls really goofy faces while doing it, and rarely ever smiles properly. (Sorry grandparents!!)

I think he looks a bit like his second cousin Matthew...I guess his name fits him after all!

Matthew's been a bit sick lately, and I haven't always caught his dirty diapers. You can see his cherry red behind--poor guy! He does sometimes tell me when he is dirty, so either I'm paying less attention, or he doesn't think it's worth it.

He slept through the night for a change (yay!) so that must mean he's doing much better!
People keep asking me if I'm ready for the baby.
How can one ever be ready for a baby?
How can putting up a cradle and having newborn clothes ready and a hospital bag packed possibly be enough to be prepare for a new person entering the family?
Even if I had done any of these things, I don't think I'd feel ready. Other than the obvious pregnancy symptoms, I have no other reason to believe I'm going to have a new baby in the house soon.
It's really too hard to believe.
But then, most of my life is a bit unreal.